When the only thing you truely know is pain then you have two choices: You can spend your whole life battling it, each day a harder struggle than the last, the rage and torment that flows through your every vain consuming your will, your desires and goals, or you can embrace it. You can make pain the best thing in your self-indulgent world. It becomes what you exist for, what you crave... to suffer more and more untill it no longer is suffering, it becomes normality and then, and only then, pain is your passion and your passion is pain. You cannot be hurt then, you can only become more empowered. Welcome to my world!